Missing you…

Its not d days, but those moments I miss,

Its not the shopping, but coffees that I miss,

Its not d fight, but those arguments that I miss,

Its not just u & me, but togetherness that I miss….

May 18, 2010

Always there!!!

Don’t feel lonely, coz am lonelier than u,

Don’t feel broken; coz am shattered in pieces more than u,

Don’t feel stuck, coz am here standing longer than u,

Don’t feel u r d only one, coz am still there always with u…

May 18, 2010

Mom, you are everything!!!

I don’t know how you felt,

When you took me first in your hand…

But am sure you’ll be thinking now,

What an atrocious daughter and a nasty child…

You nurtured me with so much of love and care,

No one in this world has ever been able to narrate…

Why am trying I have no clue,

It’s probably just my eternal love for you…

Arguments and fights, goes endless at times,

But you are waiting for me always in the night…

I come back running before you go to sleep,

Just to talk and pep up my soul and spirit…

Your stories and those homely remedies,

Though I laugh at, urge to hear and experiment for retreat…

Your restrictions and deadlines, I always rebel to,

But oh my mother! I obey them with due respect for you…

You brought me up caring every second,

And I still make you cry not even thinking for a second…

I know it hurts you see me fighting,

But dear Mom, it equally hurts me see you crying…

You are my friend, you are my everything,

My love for you is like the sky with no limits …

You are my strength to dream and achieve,

Because of you I am something,

Can achieve everything only with your trust in me,

Without you no doubt am hollow and nothing….

May 10^th, 2010

There is nothing extra that I can write for this..

Its my gift to mom on Mother’s day eve…

My Best Friend

My world is complete and full of bliss

With you around, am all at peace

For a small question, or a big verdict,

I search you for all matters indeed…

A small pat talk and I search for you around,

A long hour discussions and I need a coffee round…

Shopping or movies, I wait for days for you to be in town,

At times it’s also a fight I long for, to rejuvenate the tie…

With all the odds, you fish out for me,

Bear with me and stroll with me…

 No worries of the consequences,

You are the only one who accepts me as is…

Distance kept us no matter how far,

No one could keep my soul from you apart…

You are my gift larger than life,

Treasure of your friendship, won’t fit in any cart…

Ups and downs we saw all time,

Gloomy some days never imagined in life…

So what if forces around to keep us apart,

We will be together by any means for life…

May 4^th, 2010

Am always speechless when it comes to say something about her. Its been like around 15 years we are together and probably for the first time am writing something for her. What made me write today - am simply missing her . Time is such that in a day or two we have to live the months and then wait for another months to get these couple of days…..

The special evening

Amazed was I, it was a pleasant surprise,

Alas was the day, to meet the Director, I was on the stride…

Excited me, Puzzled and wondering,

Am I doing a thing right??

He guided me the way,

And I was looking forward for more direction…

Alas was the time, I met the Director with all pleasure,

Still in awe, am I disquieting his quiet zone??

D match in background was an added comfort zone…

Endless random talks, I was just on and on,

In his own precinct, stretching became quandary,    

A girl after all, he was trying to conduct indeed…:)

My longing he fulfilled,

Was so glad, thrilled and ecstatic…

My talks more informal,

At intervals it was office office…

My quest and lure, I couldn’t stage it all,

He might knew, there is no rescue of my fall…

Still he boosted my spirit with all good verse,

And I was all empowered, for another inning to hit the goal…

Narrating in words, difficult to express my bliss,

Lucky me having a boss who’s a friend within…

Still my endless questions, rolling by bothering him,

Am I asking too much, I wonder deep within…

Alas I would say, it was a memorable evening,

You made my day and I would entice for more meetings…

You won’t surely forget, my constant talks and baloney,

Endure with it, that’s the only please :) !!

May 3^rd, 2010

It was a wonderful eveningand a very different experience.Mixed baggage of emotions and thrill..But a different peace and rest afterall..thanks so much for it..

On your leaving!!

It was the day one, full of fun,

But poor guy, got stuck with a girl…

Shy he looked but the activity so opposite,

Had to share the secret never shared with that unknown girl..

It was the New Year and a new inning,

But poor guy, got stuck with same old learning…

Pakka Baniya he looked but the requirement so opposite,

Had to speak only English or pay the fine of hundred rupees…

A gift of almighty, or an irony

But poor guy, can’t stay without “lasoon and garlic”…

Urge kept increasing but of wrong things,

Suffered one day, but still no changes…

Months and years kept going,

But poor guy, got stuck with only “jargons and golies”

Challenges he took but one wrong gambling,

Had to bare the losses alone, can’t SHARE them atleast…

It is the time, full of forward looking,

No Ifs and Buts, only new dreams…

With success and fame, we wish you write a new story,

Happy for you, but with grief of you leaving…

April 30th, 2010

Alas the day!!!

Alas the day!

Don’t know how to react and behave,

First and second just rolled by

It’s the time to say good bye!

To go on a walk, of that memory lane,

I’ll always remember you, taking each step..

That half discussion, although a crap

Work or study, its all trap..

Life is far beyond it,

Do what you believe in..

No wisdom words, just a friendly pep,

Enjoy to the fullest what you finally select..

Thanks and gifts,

All depends on your treat..

Pizza still on the way,

Never mind, I’ll pay the bill..

Wish you all the best,

Nothing more than this,

Remain in touch,

That’s the only please..

 One of the old Anthologies

For a colleague on his leaving

Hiding away…

What to say, what to ask

Life is weird and so we are

We talk endless, but just hiding ourselves,

Are we running from other? If true, then where?

What to say, what to ask

Best of friends in chatter box we are

Is that enough to stay in touch,

Are we saying no need for that personal touch?

What to say, what to ask

If No SMS, no EMAILS in subsistence,

Will there be any means to be who we are,

Are we so unavailable, even for an hour?

The list goes on

For what to say and what to ask

But no end to our excuses and silence at times

Are we lying to our self or just life is weird and so we are???

April 27, 2010

I wanna love once again…

My heart was collapsed, and he is still standing tall,

Betrayed me though, no regret at all…

Fake was that promise, and am searching in a soul,

God give me some strength, I forgive him for all…

Memories to stay for life,

Just keep them all afresh, don’t let it die…

What if he surrendered to fate,

It’s not destiny, but easy way he chose to be happy and gay…

I cherish those days,

With some pain and some grace,

Gloomy some days, lonely some nights,

So what if not everything is right??

I want to die just to rise again,

I will move on but love will stay there …

Forbidden I felt, and no fate,

Oh my Lord! Give me some strength; I wanna love once again…

It’s not the end; I know it so well,

But endurance seems fading, feet trembling and pale…

Love in abundance, I want to give,

But courage I lost, trust only a dream!!!

Heart only asks, why everything ends,

Can’t it keep blossoming, this way or that??

 God give me some strength, I change this for all,

All will move on and love will keep burgeoning…

April 21, 2010

In your Honor

Holding me tight, when was needed,

You taught me to simply not break but conquer..

So what if for a short eon,

You were the chosen one my dear…

Some lessons hard to learn,

You forced me to learn some politics and earn..

Earn what I sweat for,

You gave me confidence my dear…

Shaken a bit, but am standing still tall,

Self respect I keep, no kneeling down on heel…

You made me tough, you made me strong,

You were the one to make me love my dear…

You have the spark, you have the talent,

But may be the fate a step back…

You move on, with new dreams,

That’s what I learnt the most my dear…

April 19, 2010